Journal!

[biohazardgirl]

 So anyway outside of Hawkeye I have more musings about my life. I finally lost over ten pounds! I am now 199.7 which is amazing - I thought I would never escape the 200s. My hair is growing and today my mom re-parted it and it looks really good. It goes down most of my neck which seems so little since I've been growing it out since OCTOBER but we can't all get what we want immediately. I feel a lot better about myself and my appearance even with just ten pounds gone. I just want the body that my mental illness took away from me. I want to look and feel young.

I've been trying to figure out how to get into Physician Assistant school and I learned that basically my grades are not good enough and my experience probably won't cut it either when I get it. SO I've decided I'm going to go for my RN instead. I definitely have the grades to get into that program and if I work in nursing for a few years I think if I want to move forward my grades won't matter so much. Life is confusing and hard bros but you gotta make your own stuff work out.

Taking Medical Terminology and Abnormal Psych right now and I'm adding Anatomy and Physiology on in a few weeks. I'm going to be traveling while taking two of those classes which will be interesting. I gotta take a test in one of them tonight :P

Comments

[lunabee34]

Awesome on all fronts. Amazing things are ahead of you. :)

I wish I was familiar with any of the canons you've been posting fic for.

[biohazardgirl]

Thanks!

[khronos_keeper]

Holy shit, bro, good on you!!! <3 It sounds like you and your mind/body are coming to terms with one another. I remember a few years ago when my hair basically stopped growing I was so malnourished; normally, my hair grows so fast I have to cut it every other weeks. It took 3 months before I needed a hair cut. I know how it feels to finally get your body to wake up from hibernation.

Also woooot hella yeah for an RN! I really think you have the personality and drive for it.

Good luck on your test aaaaauuugj!

[biohazardgirl]

Thanks bro! It's long and slow but we get there one step at a time. You're so supportive and lovely. I did well!